today i cried. a lot.
i cried at grandma's house.
i cried in the car.
i cried in the car again.
i cried in the car the whole way home, actually.
i cried in my room.
then i sat in my bed and ate peanut m&m's and watched movies about how people's dreams actually come true. movies where people actually fall in love. movies about how people go places. places that aren't provo.
and i may or may not have cried again.
then, i went running, well, jogging is more like what i actually did...endorphins are good. at least i did one good thing today.