you know those times when you change, but it happens so gradually that you don't even notice, and then one day, BAM, your outlook, your attitude and everything is different? i feel that way today. i feel like i don't know what is specifically different today, but if i do a little rewind, i can see how my life has shifted a little bit in the last little while. nothing super crazy or outrageous has happened i guess. but, for some reason i feel like my mind has been opened and i am ready to make some changes in my life. for the first time i feel like i am accepting the fact that one possible life-road is closed for construction, and i need to shift around my options and make changes, take a detour if you will, instead of just waiting around. i have so many options of what i can be doing with my life right now, so many wonderful, enjoyable, productive options and instead what i have been doing is (mostly) NOTHING.
here's to being open to change.