yesterday i took nickie grocery shopping after playing with these little monsters:
i have been thinking about that ever since she said that. what does that say about me?
part of me thinks this says that i say things like that because they are ridiculously outrageous and comedy usually alleviates frustration, or that i don't want to hurt anyone so i just direct my feelings of frustration globally so that no one feels specifically targeted or offended. but another part of me thinks that i just can't control my anger so it just grows and grows until i really am angry at everyone.
i guess this is not super important, and actually a little bit stupid, but it has just been on my mind.